Weird Stuff

I almost don't want to talk about what happened, but I can't keep anything to myself (unless it's about someone else because then it isn't my stuff to tell). So, it started Thursday afternoon. I was going to write "God loves you" on a white board in the basement of the admin. building at the church I go to. Instead, I wrote, "God is full of wrath and holy vengeance. Jesus alone can save you. Love Sarah." I was going to leave it at that, but I felt a compulsion to keep writing. Before I knew it, I had filled the whole board, and was writing in the notebook that I always carry with me for just such an occasion. I ended up copying the board into it before I left for the day, and when I was finally finished, there were five-and-a-half pages filled with the things I had written. I am going to put them up one chunk at a time. It is insane the things that came flowing out of me. I don't know these things. Not on my own. I know it must be God's doing. Stranger still, the church I attend offers a daily devotional to each of its members. A piece of the next day's devotional read as follows, "Jeremiah 33:1 Then the word of the LORD came to Jeremiah the second time, while he was still confined in the court of the guard, saying, 2 “Thus says the LORD who made the earth, the LORD who formed it to establish it, the LORD is His name, 3 ‘Call to Me and I will answer you, and I will tell you great and mighty things, which you do not know.’"" Spooky stuff. I have been asking God to reveal Himself to me and to use me for His purposes, but this is far beyond anything I had hoped for. I am afraid that I am not worthy, and scared of messing up, and God is a terrifying entity to behold. I have not seen Him face-to-face, nor do I intend to until the time comes for me to be perfected in His glory and join Him in heaven, but I know that just these few works I have seen this week have me afraid to do anything without consulting Him. I am growing so much closer to Him now. He is molding me into something. I don't know what, but something that will be glorifying to Him and that will bring Him much honor and praise.